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i tried...

Posted by ray on July 12, 2002 at 22:18:41:

In Reply to: Hey, no problemo posted by Acheick on July 12, 2002 at 18:29:46:

even typed the whole thing out. but just couldn't hit the send button. didn't feel right. maybe someday over a couple beers, preferably w/ steph there to keep me honest! ha!

conclusion tho...despite trying to make it work w/ 2 of the finest women i've ever met, and a great bunch of kids, it simply is not the best for all concerned. as Jesus said, "from the beginning it was not so...",and there are good reasons i believe.

amazingly , steph and i just celebrated our 31 anniversary, and are very much in love (most days!) Sarah is still in the f. Also one of the sweetest and kindest people i have ever known. is very kind to me allowing a big place in the kids hearts, and always speaking well of me to them.not being able to be there for them is easily my biggest personal regret in a long list of regrets.

i really can't comment on what most men would do. but EVERYTHING has consequences, i can tell you that.