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ah yes, I remember now.....

Posted by MV on March 25, 2003 at 06:04:31

In Reply to: Re: Willful "destruction of evidence" posted by MG on March 25, 2003 at 02:22:52:

At first I thought it was something I just read about, something seemingly so far away that I must have already detached myself from....but then MG jogged my memory (curses!). Not that I'm denying it happened, far from it, just that it no longer affects me (good sign). I remember it now with much awe at TF's inanity and insanity and my own robotic response to it. Common sense told me it was ridiculous to ink in bikinis in otherwise naked pictures, and burn porno books like the Davidito book, and certain volumes. I thought then that if we believed in them so much why are we hiding/destroying evidence of our beliefs? Were we suddenly ashamed of them? Nay, Mama said it's too meaty for systemites to take. Not spiritual enough. So with full trust (read mind control) I did as I was told. I don't remember any merry-making during the burning and cover-up operation. Just a lot of pressure to hurry up and get it done quick before the authorities bust us. It's all very comical now. Sad.