In Reply to: Re: Responsiblity & decisions to stay in posted by Albatross on February 18, 2004 at 07:25:37:
you have my deep respect for standing up like you did in letters to TF & all the other work you're doing.I am sure it must be also hardship, to have to miss some closeness with your parents, knowing, that their
path can't be the right one...I wish you strength for that.I want to join Acheick in her apology, she wrote very beautiful what I wish to say too: you SGAs had to suffer, because of us, because of me, not standing up earlier for that which is really good & right...somewhere you compromise, somewhere you make choices.
But really one problem before 1993 was, that in case that was "it", learning "too much" in this world & living for "yourself" didn't make much sense, so you passed that way of thinking on to others, including children...too bad, he was wrong before, because he was so wrong & a false prophet.It's sad, that I gave him too many chances
again & again, to be trusted...I think, I did, because I hardly had understood, what sin is all about, so in excusing the sinner, I excused myself or showed, that I hadn't really come to grips with deeper issues in life.I am sorry for that!!!