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but deal with the facts

Posted by lydia on May 19, 2005 at 13:55:28

In Reply to: Re: So is this the issue then? posted by Oldtimer on May 19, 2005 at 13:25:47:

who was doing the raping, it wasn't my husband, or even myself by starting the agency, it was Berg and his damnable doctrines.

I should have never started the agency, I should have never done Ffing, I should have never given a way for other sisters to get out there and "let their light shine". ( I feel I did worse in Indonesia, as it happened even more there, even though it was never an "official agency")

But my husband NEVER forced anyone. (In fact he tried to stop me at one point) They volunteered, he NEVER forced me, I wanted to.

It sound like some husbands even beat their wives to get them to do it. This was NEVER something my husband did.

I'm not saying mistakes weren't made, but we were all in the same boat. Stupidly thinking we were doing a service. I'm not surprised that I never heard complaints back then, we were trained never to have doubts, much less say them.