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Posted by Farmer on December 26, 2011 at 20:13:49
In Reply to: Re: I can relate posted by long time exer on December 26, 2011 at 17:45:33:
Trying hard LTE??...I said many times that the lit was toxic...including ....of coooooourse the explicit sexual ones...so yes, I did confess it looooong ago and included that here of course...but you missed that...your bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...you're on parade trying to find fault...I just admit that I have sinned...and other than you I believe that God has the power to forgive and d i d in the name of Christ....this doesn't minimise my responsibility to admit/to confess, that I have stayed too long...I wanted of others...including you...I admit...to venture out, doing the same, for a change...thought that'd be nice.
...creating an atmosphere, also e.g. for the survivors of that horror-cult...where they are not always confronted with "logical excuses"...that might be a certain "benefit of my approach"...and I really didn't "jump" on you...you just "felt"jumped" on...a comment you didn't like and wanted..
...Of course I can google about the "Swedish
stuff"...shorter than YKW and SS is out for known reasons...ok??...so thank you for not doing the groundwork/homework...then I had already done more than you...by supplying the wikipedia-article.
You know what LTE??...you want to be right...you want to win the argument...you want to have the last word?...pls have it...I don't care, because winning is not a big pleasure for me, neither does success mean anything to me, and in unwanted defeat and failure I cling in prayer to Jesus, because other than those "nice" people in the world HE always comforted me...always!!!...that's why I don't desert HIM...and I wonder why you???
And if someone else has more logical power than me to prove me wrong ...then I am happy to use his/her "computing-power" isn't it in IT the same : ) ...so I have no problem in being shown to be wrong.
but I treasure real nice, beautiful peace...since I was for a look-out/search for it as a teenager...thinking it first to be in esoteric stuff or Asian religions, but that failed.
and that peace is not possible at the moment, unless I go away...but pls don't expect me from now on to spout off your psycho-science-explanation/narration of what happened to us...or rather me...in that damn cult.
You lost me in that conversation and also for further reference ...I shall avoid you like I avoided Perry and also a bit others...like CB...for some want to remain in their own world of views...pls. stay where you are...you're "fine"
...by the way I mentioned I have the flu...and arguments like with you I don't even want when I am healthy...you can say: bear got himself...oh damn, that is Bergian...or is it an old English/American saying, which Berg picked up as a child?...but may be he wasn't human
...oh well, like I told Perry...see as an ex highschooler...I couldn't afford big exchange programs then...neither my parents...see we weren't rich...so see...ehem...I learned some colloquial English through Berg's drivel and conversation in TFI...got stuck up here a bit...see??
I bet you have also some psycho-explanation for that...don't need it, don't want it...thanks...
Oh and wonderful, that you're not in denial...that you're also sorry, you didn't leave earlier...like me...right?I never ever insinuated, that you're in big denial...wanting to find any of your skeletons...I just had hoped, we could join in the saying...damn, we stayed too long and we're responsible for it...paying tithe...begging...bribing...what have you...sorry..I apologise...I am a bit of a dreamer...and daydreaming is also not a sin...I figure...unlike Mrs. Zerby...and I don't think anything of my dreams anymore...I am not writing them down anymore...like I thought then...in that super-anointed sect...of how "spiritual" I am etc. etc...yes...but I treasured that thought for some moments...that it could be possible...that we exers could agree on that...not even Thinker thinks so apparently...then pls. all you "SSers"
unite yourself...have that fun...
I am wondering...whether I would have ever any sympathy for my kidnappers...but I actually don't relish/wish such personal experience...and next time pls. do your homework and prepare some links with some meat...is that favour/attitude too much to ask...we all are busy..see??Also have to go to work...what did you think where I get my time from..the supermarket?
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