In Reply to: Wait, Jewlz posted by Acheick on June 19, 2003 at 05:56:49:
oh wow thank you so much. im sorry that it had to come to that but yea, it was becoming way too distracting. i hope josh is alright & isnt devastated or anything like that. you have all made me feel very special & worthwhile on this board. and youve been so patient with me too. boy o boy, when i got home from work, i lost the plot completely. the rage inside me was heavy duty & it was building up & ready to explode. i was saying it was this & that - but the minute i started talking about it, i sobbed for so long, & felt so much better & feel great today. i was reading mercys story & that affected me a lot. particularly when i got to the part about Big John. who is my ex-brother in law & the father of my niece & nephew. poor darling mercy. i realised that my deep deep sorrow was not for myself but for all those beautiful kids, & all of the other adult victims. it seriously tears me apart knowing what has been done to soo many gorgeous people. thank you a zillion again guys.xxx
p.s. after my big purge last night - i probably choreographed my best work yet. ha. go figure.