In Reply to: What the Letters said vs. what we did posted by Laura on September 10, 2003 at 03:56:47:
Now when I look back and think about the "little fish" series, I get so torn up and full of regret. Can you imagine reading something like that now and not calling the police?
It totally sickens me that I didn't pick up that this was not only bizzare, and evil, and the poor kid was being sexually abused with everyone reading about it and not one standing up for the poor guy and say, "what the hell are you doing to that kid, stop it!" I just feel I must have been totally brain dead.
But the good thing was I didn't apply it to my kids. Thankfully for some reason I never applied that sort of 'freedom' as being for the normal people.(peons like me)
But lots did. My own daughter was sexually abused by a sick pervert in Thailand. And get this, he would come from sharing with some 'giving' sister, and then pull her into his bed.
She was only 11 years old. But she was already conditioned that she felt she couldn't say no.
Where was I? Being retrained. I never knew about this until we had left and I had confessed to my kids how off my attitude in the family was and how wrong the whole sharing business was. Then it opened a storm of abuse that they had never told me. So much for trust worthy childcare workers.
The whole thing of growing up in a sexually charged atmosphere was totally wrong. Thank God for deliverance.