What happened? yesterday I was 19. Today I'm over half a century old. Where did all the time go? Not all of it flew by because I was having fun either. Do any of the rest of you sometimes feel like part of you is still frozen back in your 20's? maybe that’s cause that's where some of the most vivid memories happened. I also heard one time I don’t recall where, that we were emotionally frozen when we joined the cult. All that pressure to conform and not show doubts and not show our true feelings and always smile darn ya smile, all that repression to conform they say causes you to freeze emotionally and mentally, I guess like those space travelers in suspended animation. Now we’re thawing out and resuming our mental aging. Is it just me or does anyone else still struggle to figure out why you feel 20 in a 50-some year old body?