In Reply to: insanity is scarey stuff posted by anovagrrl on March 08, 2004 at 07:11:20:
I don't know what I believe about demons, but I sure believe in evil in one form or another. When I was in TF I would wake up with nightmares, something would be choking me and I would wake up gasping for air. Sometimes I'd want to scream, but I was being choked, so I couldn't. After I left TF, the nightmares stopped. I was telling a therapist this and she felt that it was my psyche being killed off by TF and their crazy leadership. My psyche was rebelling or trying to stay alive, you know, be an independent human being, but their tactics were trying to destroy that. I'm just thankful I escaped and managed to keep my psyche in one piece, that I saw them for what they are and let go of that bondage to the mind. When I see people I've known for years still tithe and still read the Daily Bread even though they do not live in a F. home and barely get anything to read and few visits, I see how much power over the mind they can have if one isn't courageous enough to cast it off.