In Reply to: Be honest posted by porceleindoll on April 05, 2004 at 19:25:38:
Hi porceleindoll,
I`m a FG and I do feel sorry for the ones that expierienced pain and abuse. Towards my own kids I feel often ashamed of what I had let them happen like the way of raising in the F. Some is okay like getting used to be with lots of other people to some extend. But they did miss so much in life like I did when I met the F. At that time I was 17 and totally naive and lost all my youth. THat is one of the reasons why I left not to speak of the many others. Often I go to Movingon and it hurts me to read some comments or remarks. And I hope I can somehow make it good by. But I don`t pity you SG for not having any more faith. I personally believe that this is a very very intimate and very personal concern. So if SG`s stopped having faith than I wonder what the writings in TF where really ggod for if the results turn out to be a lot of hatred and going to the extreme. For this I pity you, the wasted time of your childhood, the memorisation and reading and praying didn`t do any good now for you.
That`s my opinion and my comment on this.
Porceleindoll, I believe we`ve written each other before.Remember OmaLou?
Well take care and live your life to the fullest and do enjoy it. There is a life after TF. Believe me. I started it slowly from 39 on. It`s not always easy but your the one that handles it.