I've been advised to be gentle. To anybody with a bruised heart, who has lost his faith I am geuinely sorry for you. I had written a post on GenX before about it being different for everybody dealing with leaving TF. For me if it doesn't kill you it makes you stronger. I believe I really did not leave with a bruised heart more like a bruised brain. Thank God my heart always belonged to Jesus, but my brain beloged to TF that sent the wrong signals to my heart. Thank God now through the Word meaning the Bible, and being honest with myself and others the brain damage is gone. I heard something tonite on a Joyce Meyer tape. To the effect it said using something bad that happens in your past as a seed to bring forth a bigger harvest. We all have a past life in TF, we've all been hurt I think especially our brains. We've got to use it for some kind of good. For me being a Christian, it's hard to see people still in TF thinking it's Christian. It's also hard to see people who used to be in TF lose their faith in Jesus. We all joined to serve Jesus I think. The entity TF had nothing to do with Jesus we were just too brain damaged to know. The Word has a lot to say about religions such as TF none of it good. I think I've said all this insomniac can say tonite.