why after all these years do I still feel fear or guilt when I try to express my true feelings about life in the fam. I used to think that david was the only person that really knew the real truth I'm saying for years and years. I'm just now learning to see what I felt and be honest about the bull. Everyone seems to have broken free much easier than me. Am I an isolated case or does life in the fam have that strong of a control on certain people. Thank God Jesus is in my heart and even if I let go he never let go of me. I hunger for the truth. I'm looking for the way I'm so glad Jesus loves me and I'm glad to know you. I pray my life can be a help and insperation to others. Your life and care has touched me and helped me. Thanks everyone
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Matt (Kerry}
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Matt