In his post below ray asked, "is lydia right in saying that we simply weren't saved and were serving the devil?" and I answered that I believed you were mistaken on that point. But it got me to thinking: is that really what you believe, that none of us who were in the Family were saved? I know you've said that about your own experience, which is legitimate. And you will note that in my answer to ray below I qualify it in that I certainly believe a number of people--I particularly have the relgious monsters in mind--did not know Christ, or if they did ever know him, were like the seeds that withered away or were choked out.
But what is your actual belief on this point?