In Reply to: Re: My thots posted by Farmer on January 27, 2005 at 00:47:17:
Wow. Thanks guys, this is a big help. Not just the advice, but also having someone to talk to about this. My heart has been so heavy the last weeks, it feels a little lighter now.
Yes, she may just be a very conservative Christian,which promts a whole seperate bunch of thoughts in me. Part of me wishes I was born and bought up as a Christian because then I could be with this woman and share her beliefs.But I wasn't and I don't, I just can't accept that everything in the Bible is the word of God. I hope that doesn't offend anyone.
And I guess, myself, having experienced deciet from people I've cared about before, I'm very cautious. And possibly a little paranoid.
I suppose what it is. is that something doesn't seem right. And in the absence of knowing what it is that's not right ones mind starts roaming.
Somethings she has mentioned do relate to what people have said here in both ways.
She mentioned that she'd lived in Israel and loved it, wanted to go back at some point. So I'd guess she's pro Israel.
She told me she didn't celebrate Christmas as it's not Biblical ( ironically I share this feeling )
She did ask me out of the blue if I believed in Ghosts.
She has a close male friend who's Gay. And asked me if I was ok to meet him as some of her friends couldn't tollerate a Gay man.
She told me she'd die for her beliefs.
But I guess none of that really means anything. It doesn't prove anything.
I'll probably try and talk to her about what her beliefs are.
I'll keep you posted. Thanks again.
Greg