In Reply to: Re: How I'm feeling today about it all, today and what' to come posted by Zither on March 17, 2006 at 02:08:15:
there's been a lot of tomfoolery that goes on with this site - people using different handles, trying to pretend they are someone new when they are not. I was getting the impression that you were in cahoots with Moonshiner whom I do believe has an old bone to pick with me. I spent a lot of time on this site at one time bringing it to fruition - even wrote my story because I wanted the world to know the truth about TF. Read: It's My Life - Mercy's Story - in the articles section.
I no longer particpate because of certain political shenanagins and I guess that still smarts quite a bit. You know how it is, you work on the foundation of something and then get beat out at the finish because of other "bright bulbs" - it leaves a bad taste. So, not knowing you from Adam, a lot is left up to the imaginations of the brain. Not a good scenario. Maybe if you told me more about yourself, I could believe you are a real person and not some made up character that a lot of people around here like to do.
And you are always welcome in my circle if you are sincere.
I wrote my story and dreamed about having a site to help exmembers. It's had a lot of effect, because of my story I've helped someone out of the throes of being FF'd by a F. member and met old friends who remembered me and are now out. Just yesterday, someone wrote me who had a son who once became a Mormon and was thrilled to read my account. So, unlike, Mark - I do spend a lot of my time trying to make sense out of the 20 years I wasted and the children's lives that were put in peril. I try to be a help in that way.
But forgive me if I did mistake you for someone else or not being sincere. I've been played before and I've even received hate mails. Some people were pathological when they were in TF, and they still have not reconciled that, apparently.