In Reply to: Re: for someone who claims to care posted by Mr. Don on October 21, 2006 at 21:39:08:
i accept your explanation. i believe you and i choose to start over knowing that you mean well. thanks for caring. my pain is hidden from most except people closest to me. hide it as i try, i don't always get to run away from it. it catches up, resurfaces and does things to me. i have done a lot for my own life despite my past. it used to surprise people when i told them how i was abused because i seemed so sane and healthy. lately this is not true anymore, either i have better friends who can read me better, or it's just more obvious now. the way it works with these things is you do what you have to do to survive, then eventually your past catches up with you. it happened to me in a big way last year.