Posted by Loredana on September 19, 2012 at 18:13:40
In Reply to: Re: something somebody stole.. posted by ray on September 19, 2012 at 10:11:54:
Hi Ray,
I must say, a great book! Wow! Even my husband, who doesn't get into books much, is reading it now and loves it.
I like how you took it from the psychological and philosophical angle. I think it's perfectly suited for both the ex-Family and the general public. Your positive approach might even open the minds of some present members to consider that all was not as it should have been in TF.
I couldn't put it down and I finished it in two days. I find it so packed with jewels that I'm thinking of reading it again. Some parts made me laugh, others made me cry, and no part has left me untouched.
I relate to so many things you say, even to your pre-Family life. I, too, come from a Catholic background and had the same "hopeless sinner" experience. As a teenager I felt driven to find the truth and to do something positive with my life.
I also must comment on the language you use, how you express yourself, the similes you use - English is not my first language, but I thoroughly enjoyed it and learned some new vocabulary as well. :)
I could comment on so many topics you tackle, but the one that stands out to me now is - how to find God in all of this. Is it even necessary? You could say I have a bipolar disorder when it comes to God. :) It seems impossible for me not to believe, yet at the same time I'm quite content ignoring the reality called God at the moment. I'm sure it doesn't hurt Him in any way and that He understands my need to take a break for some time. I might feel completely differently tomorrow.
I feel God when I see unconditional love being expressed either in reality or in some movie, or when I listen to Elvis singing gospel songs. I can't deny that there has been some guiding force in my life and in my family's life. When I'm happy and I feel grateful, I express my gratitude to this unimaginable Being. I don't usually ask for things, except when I'm in the middle of a panic attack which, thankfully, doesn't happen so often anymore. :)
I admire you and Stephanie for how you have managed to raise such a large family and I can't imagine the pain you have experienced losing Aimee and Rebecca. This is one thing I wouldn't want to experience.
All the best to you all.