Posted by IFT on March 02, 2012 at 17:21:37
In Reply to: Re: You wouldn't have been number 5 posted by long time exer on February 29, 2012 at 18:30:55:
How did you figure that much about me from all my bitching? anyway I know I'm really not that bad, was just in a very bad place. Thanks for seeing past all that. I'm not out of the woods yet but I'm stronger. If I'd gone and killed myself, I'm not sure it could be pinned downto my upbringing alone. That was bad, but I was faced with making the worse decisions ever, life or death, and dealing with everything falling down around me. Even my marriage is going to hell now. I was just sure that God hated me. But I might have to post an apology to God soon haha.
I'm not normally feeling so bad and I don't normally associate with other SGA's because it brings me down. PD thinks I have a potty mouth but you should see what they are like. I don't find it healthy to sit around and talk about pain that just never ends. Believe it or not I can be a positive person with positive energy. Just going through a very bad patch is all it is.
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