In Reply to: Re: Prayer posted by Once and again on November 03, 2002 at 19:09:30:
I agree. You're absolutely right. That's exactly how I feel about my faith at the moment. I feel that I have to start from scratch again. Sorting thru the rubble from all that crap we learned from DB is too much work. I've tried that but even the "purest" concept of love and salvation is so tainted, I have to discard it. Changing the way I pray is another major adjustment. Altho I've never stopped praying and believing in prayer, and I've started doubting my connection. Rediscovering my God at this time in my life with all the scars and wounds wrought by my cultic experience makes finding Him that much more precious to me. With his grace I'm only beginning to discover my own preciousness. And that's a wonderful place to be.