In Reply to: I look at it two ways posted by germane on March 25, 2005 at 19:56:59:
I just want to learn from mistakes and I am an FGA have wonderful children, and spent half my life in the family. It is depressing to continue on and on about negative takes on every single thing. I don`t care to do that. My life before the family was very very unhappy. I had something to compare it to. I loved comunal living, praise, singing, witnessing, ect. I know what I was and what I wasn`t and Lord forgive me for my mistakes but life has to go on, I have to stay positive or it is a never ending negative spiral which has no end and I care not to commit suicide.