Posted by Pastor Don on January 20, 2012 at 10:05:35
In Reply to: Re: God is cruel, God hates me posted by CB on January 20, 2012 at 09:12:49:
God loves to match me excel, He feeds my hopes and builds them up in me. God brings me closer to His dreams for me and I taste and see He is all good and He is my partner. I have worked my part hopefully with God’s heart. He has moved mountains for me to keep me alive and keep me going. Things have worked out not according to my will or what I thought was right for me. There have been things that I thought were an opportunity, but they were not God’s opportunities. I haven’t realized my dream of being in vocational ministry, because the right ministry has not come along yet. In His grace, love, and forethought He has put me in many ministries and positions to gain valuable experience. At the same time He has had me in a job that has supported my family and myself and afforded my money to put into ministry to further His Kingdom. God has allowed me to do ministry and strengthen those I minister to and hopefully they pass it on. He took years of my life, which may have seemed a waste of time, and turned them into years of experience. He definitely used miracles to do it or I would be under the ground unable to share the great things He has done. God led me to go to school later in life. My thoughts being I would whiz right into ministry making good money at a church. Well our thoughts are not His thoughts or our ways His ways. He has proved Himself to me that whatever state I’m in to be happy and give Him all the glory and all the praise, abasing or abounding, He delivered me from and abusive cult and turned my experiences into something others cam learn from. He has answered all my prayers, not all the time answering with what I think is right, but with what He knows is right. He loves me, as one of His sons, He leads me in His path, (when I chose to follow and listen). He watches and cheers me on as all things come together and work together for good!