Posted by IFT on February 12, 2012 at 08:42:18
In Reply to: Re: To: I Feel Terrible posted by loing time exer on February 11, 2012 at 23:21:05:
Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid. I have colleagues who went through similar experiences. Although natural abortions are not nearly the same as being faced with the options and making the decision to end a midterm pregnancy. It is living with the decision I made that is the hardest. Something I may never get over. I have a husband who loves me but he is going through his own depression and I fear where this will go. I am hoping we will climb out of this together and try again to start a family but there's no telling where we will come out of this. The only person I can really talk to is my counselor-psychiatrist, but she's once a week and wants to get me started with anti-depressants and I don't like being on meds. Anyway I can't put what I am feeling into words. There are just no words for it. Feels both a smart and stupid, still I don't know what made me decide to look up exfamily.com to splash all my anger and pain.
Thank you for being my friend.