Posted by Loredana on October 13, 2012 at 18:23:39
In Reply to: Re: hey loredana... posted by MG on October 13, 2012 at 03:32:25:
I completely agree with you about the fear factor in different religions and I too, decided on a spiritual journey. I consider myself a seeker rather than one who has the answers. In the beginning it was a struggle as it felt like the solid ground under my feet was shifting, but what I consider the most important remained - a benevolent God and the joy of freedom.
I always liked to wander around in the nature. My husband and I take "nature" rides and walks in the fields or the forests. I marvel at the beauty that surrounds us and it's easy to see God in each leaf and at this time of the year in each mushroom:) This is life for me and truly spiritual life - my morning coffee, play time with my dog, a hug from my husband or one of my kids, even the endless chores or regular visits to the dentist. Even though I don't like the latter two:) As you said - moment to moment and one day at a time.
In my prayers I have also been acknowledging that God knows best and leaving it up to Him. I've found a beautiful prayer in Susan Jeffers' book Embracing Uncertainty and I totally relate to it:
'Dear God, I trust that no matter what happens in my life, it is for my highest good. And no matter what happens in the lives of those I love, it is for their highest good. From all things you put before us, we shall become stronger and more loving people. I am grateful for all the beauty and opportunity you put into my life. And in all that I do, I shall seek to be a channel for your love.'
There is no "gimme" in this prayer and no condemnation such as, "What's wrong with me? What am I doing wrong that I'm sick, or that my kids are sick, or that I'm struggling financially?"