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THIS IS MY COUNTRY!       DFO 1534       6/6/83

       1. THE U.S. SENDS ABROAD TO OTHER COUNTRIES ALL THE THINGS THAT THEY WON'T TOUCH THEMSELVES, ALL THEIR MISMATCHES & SECONDS!--All kinds of products that are even forbidden to be sold in the United States because they're dangerous in some way or harmful, they send them abroad & sell them by the millions to the rest of the poor World!--To infect & poison them! Stuff they won't touch themselves, think of that! I mean, that country's so guilty!--And then they pretend to be so righteous! It's so hypocritical, it's sickening!

       2. WHAT A COUNTRY! NO WONDER GOD'S GOING TO JUDGE'M! Honestly, I'd be ashamed to live in that country! I'd feel guilty if I lived in the U.S. [DELETED] They're actually hated almost the World over, except for a few places. Oh, their money & their technology is admired & coveted, & their wealth & luxury & devilish rock music & all the rest of their junk with which they're polluting the World, but at the same time the poor nations of the Earth hate them for being so rich. The only reason they're rich is they've robbed the poor of the World!

       3. (MARIA: THAT'S ONE GOOD THING ABOUT IT. MANY YOUNG PEOPLE STILL ADMIRE AMERICA & AMERICANS & look up to them & listen with respect to what they have to say. Being American often helps in opening some doors.) Yes, of course. Even American passports are usually an advantage. But I still feel ashamed to be an American or to be called an American or to be accused of being an American! [DELETED]

       4. I BELONG TO THE KINGDOM OF GOD, THAT'S MY COUNTRY! I'm from Space City, that's my City! I'm from the City that hath foundations, whose Builder & Maker is God! (He.11:10)--Eternal in the Heavens! I seek a better Country, far better than America. I've already got it in my heart, thank the Lord, the Kingdom of Heaven! TYJ! That's my nationality, my citizenship, my Country!--A Country that's never persecuted the poor or oppressed the weak or destroyed small peoples of the World like America has. Praise God, Heaven's a Country that's never lost a battle, never fought a war for the wrong reasons. We fight a war against the wicked nations of the World like America, & thank God we're going to win, too! The U.S. & all the other nations that forget God are going to go to Hell & be destroyed! (Ps.9:17)

       5. [DELETED] I'd be ashamed to be an American or live in America, because I'm a Christian, a member of the Kingdom of God, the Kingdom of Heaven!--The only Country that never did a wrong thing or fought a wrong war or persecuted the poor or oppressed the weak or polluted the Earth like the U.S.A. is doing! My Country's trying to save the World, stop the wars, relieve the poor, feed the hungry, heal the sick & liberate the captives that are bound by countries like America!

       6. I'M A CITIZEN OF THE ONLY RIGHTEOUS NATION IN THE UNIVERSE, THE KINGDOM OF JESUS CHRIST! TYL! That's my Country & Heaven is my Home! I'm just a-passing through this mess that America's made of the Earth, & the quicker we get through it the better! The only reason I'm staying a little while is to help save a few more from the morass of iniquity that America's plunged this World into with its iniquitous leadership!

       7. JUST THINK, ONCE UPON A TIME AMERICA WAS REALLY SORT OF A RIGHTEOUS CHRISTIAN EXAMPLE TO THE WORLD, friend of the poor, saviour of the little man, defender of the faithful! Now it's just the opposite of all those things. I'm ashamed of it, sick of it, hate it & everything it stands for today!--Just the opposite of everything it used to stand for. It's anti-God, anti-Bible, anti-Christian, anti-Christ & the worst nation on the face of the Earth! It's worse than Russia because America knows better, or they did. They're so far gone now, they don't seem to know anything!

       8. I BELIEVE THE DAY IS COMING WHEN IT'S GOING TO BE A SHAME TO HAVE AN AMERICAN PASSPORT, & IN SOME COUNTRIES IT ALREADY IS! I believe the day is coming & not far off when it's going to be a disadvantage instead of an advantage. It's already a problem for Americans, for the long slimy arm of America to be able to reach out anywhere in the World & try to grab you if they can! It's already a disadvantage in some places where they don't like the U.S.

       9. I JUST PLAIN RESENT BEING AMERICAN OR BEING CALLED AN AMERICAN! To me it's an insult! That's just the way I feel about it. I'm actually offended when people call me an American. They think they're paying you a compliment of some kind, when they couldn't have given me a bigger insult than to identify me with the U.S.A.! [DELETED]

       10. I CONDEMN AMERICA FOR ITS FILTH & ITS SIN & INIQUITY & POLLUTION WITH WHICH IT'S POISONING THE WHOLE WORLD, LEADING THE WHOLE WORLD ASTRAY, WORSE THAN RUSSIA! (Maria: In every area--food, sex, education.) Every way, everything! They're perverted deviates, polluters of the Earth, destroyers of the Earth! God said He's going to destroy them which destroy the Earth & pollute the Earth! (Rev.11:18)

       11. IT WAS AMERICA THAT INVENTED THE ATOM BOMB, it was America that dropped the first ones, it's America that threatens World peace & it's America that's the greatest danger to the survival of mankind on Earth! God's got to destroy her pretty soon or the World wouldn't survive at all, & He's going to, too! As far as I'm concerned, the quicker the better, except I'd like to get a little more of the Lord's work done first & save some more of the poor & the poor countries of the Earth from the poison of America, save a few more of the poor from the greedy grip of American imperialism!

       12. AMERICA'S TOTALLY SELFISH, TOTALLY UNRIGHTEOUS--except for a few--& yet she pretends to want to protect the poor, the little countries, & goes in & makes a bigger mess of them than if she'd left'm alone! Poor Vietnam's a wreck! It's amazing they survived at all! Thank God they did! I'll tell you, some of those nations had better respect the victory that God gave Vietnam, which must have been in justice & righteousness! The Lord even called the forces of Vietnam the forces of God--the judgements of God on the unrighteous! (No.1038)

       13. THANK GOD THEY STOPPED THAT MADMAN POL POT FROM ABSOLUTELY MASSACRING HIS OWN PEOPLE & trying to kill anybody that had the least civilisation! Now all these little pipsqueaks like Sihanouk & his ilk are going over there trying to get Cambodia back again & make a worse mess out of it! At least the Vietnamese are cleaning it up, & they've gotten rid of that madman!

       14. THE COMMUNISTS ARE A LOT MORE RIGHTEOUS IN MANY WAYS THAN THE U.S.A.! They almost always go into a country & clean it up from criminals & gangsters & drugs & everything else that infests the corrupt Western nations of the World. I know Castro did in Cuba--he threw out Batista & the corrupt American-sponsored government & the rich who oppressed the poor! They drove out the Mafia & the gangsters & the criminals & the vicelords & the drugs & all the rest & began helping the poor people. That's what our Alliance missionaries even said about the Communists in China, they said they cleaned up the corruption & the vice & the gangs & the drugs & threw it out!

       15. SO IN SOME WAYS THE COMMUNISTS ARE MORE RIGHTEOUS THAN THE AMERICANS OR THE WEST, which is just rife with that kind of corruption & iniquity & filth--mental, physical & spiritual poison & pollution! They've gone mad! At least the Communists have a little sympathy & a little sanity & are trying to help the poor & share a little bit of the wealth. (Maria: America does everything contrary to the Bible. The women rule the country, [DELETED] they have accepted homosexuality!) They're totally perverse!--Perverts, deviates, wicked, iniquitous, sickening! (Maria: Their spare-time activities are snake-handling, racing rats, women wrestling each other!) Everything perverse! Everything contrary to even sanity, as well as the Bible, God & Christ!

       16. THEY'RE TOTALLY ANTI-CHRIST, & THE [EDITED: "ACs"] HAVE HELPED TO MAKE IT THAT WAY! The [EDITED: "ACs"] have been the downfall of America & brought it to shame, like they have every other country they ever had to do with. They've corrupted the Earth, wrecked the World, & they're about to destroy it now if God didn't stop'm! They're the tools of the Devil out to wreck God's Creation, they're the most anti-Christ people on the face of the Earth! They've helped to destroy the West, which they now control!

       17. FRANKLY, I'M GLAD TO BE IN THE THIRD WORLD! I'm proud of the Third World being far more righteous than the West, far more humble & loving & affectionate & sweet & kind & good, better in almost every way!--Simple, poor, more healthful, less pollution. (Maria: Less abortion, less evolution.) There's less sin, less iniquity, less deviltry, less everything compared to the U.S.A.!

       18. AND THE WORST HORROR OF ALL IS THAT THE U.S.A. COMMITS ITS CRIMES IN THE NAME OF GOD! Think of that!--Claiming to be "God's Country"! They sing a song, "This is God's country, land that I love!" As far as I'm concerned, it's the Devil's country[DELETED]! I've felt that way for years--thank God I was able to get out of it! And I hope I never see it again till the Millennium! I've got a few guys over there I want to go over & take care of when we get control in the Millennium, a few of those people that persecuted our poor & our poor kids & kidnapped'm & tortured'm & imprisoned'm & drove some of them mad & killed'm! (Maria: And that have been persecuting true Christians for years.) Yes, & stole their children!

       19. GOD DAMN'M! [DELETED] David said, "I hate them with a perfect hatred." (Ps.139:22) They're the cesspool of iniquity of the World & the worst enemies of Christ on Earth! Talk about the Russians, they don't even know Him, how can they hate Him? The Americans know what they're doing. You could almost say of a lot of the Russians: "God forgive them, they know not what they do!"--Because of their ignorance! They're trying to do the best they can as ignorant as they are, but the Americans know better!

       20. GOD CAN'T FORGIVE THEM, THEY KNOW WHAT THEY'RE DOING!--Taking Bible & prayer out of the school, taking God away from their children, forcing them into that Godless evolutionary education, robbing them of their faith or denying them any faith at all! (Maria: Replacing music with noise!) God damn America! It's the worst country on the face of the Earth!--Absolutely the worst enemy of the World! God's gotta stop them soon or they would absolutely destroy it! They're doing their best to destroy it now & have been for years, ever since some of their first wars.

       21. THEY WOULDN'T EVEN HAVE HAD TO FIGHT THE REVOLUTIONARY WAR IF THEY'D BEEN A LITTLE MORE PATIENT! They were getting to be a nuisance & a burden to Britain anyhow & they would have let'm go before long, just like they did Canada. Canada never had to fight a war for her independence! None of the other members of the Commonwealth had to fight wars for their independence, they were given their freedom by Britain!--When Britain was still Christian & righteous & doing the right thing. They didn't have to kill people & murder people & slaughter people & butcher people & massacre people in order to be free! But oh, not the Americans! They're violent from the word "go"!--A nation born in violence that's going to die in violence!

       22. [DELETED] I'm sorry, I haven't got much patience or love for Americans. They sicken me even when I see'm, most of them. The only good Americans I know are our Family, & they're the best!--Even our Jews! [DELETED] [EDITED: "O"]ur Jewish Americans are the best people on Earth! Hallelujah! (Maria: Even their laws are perverted.) Of course their laws are perverted! They're severe on the things they should be mild on, & mild & tolerant & lenient on the most abominable iniquitous sins of all, the perversions & crimes against nature & the poor!

       23. WELL, GOD'S GOING TO TAKE CARE OF THEM PRETTY SOON & HE'S ALREADY DOING IT! They're already having a tough time economically, politically & even militarily. Russia's already got'm out-gunned & out-smarted, & I believe really soon going to destroy'm! And I'd say the sooner the better, except we need to get our job done first. Thank God for a little more time. He's holding off the War as long as He can to give us a chance to finish up & save as many as we can before He's got to destroy'm--before they destroy the World!

       24. WELL, PTL! THANK GOD FOR HEAVEN!--THAT'S MY COUNTRY! This, our Heavenly Homes & our Heavenly Hearts & our Heavenly Houris, our Heavenly Families, our cherubic children, the Kingdom of God on Earth, the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth, that's my country! (Sings:)
       "This is my country,
       Land that I love!
       This is my country,
       Heaven Above!"

Did you know there was something about "Heavens Above" in that song, can you imagine? Just like it was calling America Heaven! But we can honestly sing that song about our country!
       "This is my Country,
       Land that I love!
       This is my Country,
       Heavens above!"

It was popular during World War 2 or just after the War when Kate Smith was singing "God Bless America."

       25. IT'S SO SICKENING, HOW SICKENLY SELF-RIGHTEOUS THEY ARE & HYPOCRITICAL, ACTUALLY DECEIVED INTO THINKING THEY'RE THE BEST COUNTRY ON EARTH WHEN THEY'RE THE WORST! I'm ashamed to be called an American or live in America, & I'm really ashamed of the people that are still there!--Except for those who can't get out. And the longer they stay, the harder it's going to be for'm to get out! It's already getting tight. They're already robbing them of their children, throwing the parents in jail, putting the poor little kids in orphanages & foster homes with the wicked & the evil!--Calling us evil when they're the worst of all!--Anti-God, anti-Christ homes that hate Jesus, against the Lord! Taking our little precious angels out of our Godly homes & putting them in the homes of the wicked! (You'd better leave before they get yours!)

       26. IMAGINE HOW PERVERTED THE SYSTEM IS, EVEN CANADA! The Canadians are getting as bad as the Americans. Canada used to have some righteousness & Christianity. I'll never forget when I was young on the streets of Canada, a mother was spanking her little boy & saying, "You don't want to be like those wicked little Americans, do you?"--Ha! I agreed with her! I thought she was right! The kids I had to go to school with were monsters, devils, fiends, horrible! They were awful! I mean, I suffered persecution, beatings & all kinds of things from the wicked little evil Godless monsters of those damn American schools! They were horrible!

       27. [DELETED] THANK GOD, I'M A CHRISTIAN! I belong to the Kingdom of God, the Kingdom of Heaven that's already on Earth in our hearts & our homes & our families & our children! TYL! [DELETED] I despise America & the ungodly Americans!--The ugly Americans that most of the World hates & justly so. Praise God! I want to be called a Member of the Kingdom of God, a Citizen of the Heavenly City! No more America for me, God help'm! I hope I never see it again until the Millennium, then I may want to go over there & dig out a few of our enemies, if any of them have survived, & make sure they haven't!

       28. MANY OF THE THIRD WORLD COUNTRIES OF THE WORLD ARE HEAVEN ON EARTH COMPARED TO THE U.S.A.! But they don't even know it, because the U.S. blows its horn & touts its luxuries & its idols, trying to make the whole World worship'm! If the rest of the World knew what's good for it, it would leave America alone & condemn it & destroy it, which they will soon! [DELETED] I despise, deplore [DELETED] the U.S.A.!

       29. I'VE RENOUNCED MY CITIZENSHIP IN THIS WORLD & BECOME A CITIZEN OF HEAVEN! Praise God!--And that's what every Christian really does! By law we still have to be the citizen of some country in order to carry a passport, but we have in effect renounced our Worldly citizenship when we receive the King of Kings & the Prince of Peace, Lord of Lords, God of Heaven, Son of Righteousness & the Kingdom of Heaven into our hearts, & have made the Heavenly City our Home!


       31. SO DON'T CALL ME A CITIZEN OF [DELETED] THE WEST, WE'RE CITIZENS OF THE LORD'S KINGDOM, CHRIST'S KINGDOM, THE KINGDOM OF GOD, THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN & THE HEAVENLY CITY! PTL! Amen! And I'll tell you, we're leaving this Hell of a mess before long & we're going to go to our Country & our City to be with our King! TYJ!--Nevermore to be plagued & persecuted by the wicked of this World & the god of this World, its kingdom of Satan & all his deviltry! Thank God for the Kingdom of Heaven & our citizenship in the Kingdom of God! TYJ! PTL!

       32. WE DON'T ISSUE ANY PASSPORTS THAT THE WORLD RECOGNISES, BUT WE'VE GOT THE BEST PASSPORT OF ALL!--We're going to pass out of this port one of these days & go to Heaven, like Phoebe! TTL!--And that's the best citizenship of all! We won't need any more visas, no more Worldly passports, no more Earthly Kingdoms. We'll have our own at last, TTL! We'll get out of this mess!

       33. WELL, WE'VE GOT TO COME BACK & PUNISH THE WICKED & TRY TO STRAIGHTEN OUT THE WORLD FOR AWHILE & GIVE A FEW MORE PEOPLE A CHANCE TO GET SAVED, but that's only for a Thousand Years in the Kingdom of God on Earth, that's not too bad. With Christ's Kingdom right here running the World, it'll be a whole lot better! We'll be the ruling power then! We'll issue the passports! We'll control who gets visas or not! We'll run the World the way it oughtta be run! The wicked are going to suffer for their sins, & the righteous are going to be saved for their goodness & mercy to us. TTL! Some have been good to us who didn't even know the Lord & weren't even saved! TTL! Amen? So the Lord's going to be good to them, I really believe He's going to save'm.

       34. PRAISE GOD FOR THE KINGDOM OF GOD! "Our Father which art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy Name!" Our Father which art in Heaven! I don't think He could stand this Earth, that's why He has to stay in Heaven! He can't stand Hell--Hell on Earth! "Our Father which art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name! Thy Kingdom come! Thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven!"--And it will be one of these days soon, thank the Lord! "Give us this day our daily bread & forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those that trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For Thine is the Kingdom & the Power & the Glory for ever & ever!" In Jesus' name! Amen! That's our Kingdom & that's our King & that's our Country Forevermore! Hallelujah! TYJ! Amen!

       35. (MARIA: HONEY, IF YOU HADN'T SLEPT LATE, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN THIS LETTER!) I see it, I see it, I see it, Honey! Yes, you're right! I guess there was a reason for us sleeping in this morning, that must have been it, for me to get sick of the U.S.A. & being called an American & to want to declare my Citizenship in the Kingdom of God & my allegiance to His Kingdom & His City! PTL! TYL! Amen! But now we do have to get up! PTL!--What's your country?

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