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DEB'S BOOK!--THE U.S.'S LAST WAVE OF PUBLICITY?       6/84       DO 1789
--And Your Last Chance to Get Out?!

       1. SOME OF THE FOLKS IN THE STATES ARE ALL WORRIED ABOUT DEB'S NEW BOOK SHE'S GOTTEN OUT AGAINST US. Deborah with the help of our enemies has been appearing against us on TV & programs with the anti-Christs & with the Evangelicals, who aren't too much better! They're also Scribes, Pharisees & hypocrites, the same kind that crucified Christ, & she's been on television, radio & in the newspapers speaking against us. I mean, it's just almost unbelievable how people can go back so far after all we & the Lord did for them!
       2. WELL, SHE WAS NEVER VERY MUCH OF A FRIEND OF MINE! She was always rebellious & I think she hated me almost from the day she was born! She was so much like my sister Virginia, who hated me & my Mother! It just seemed like the Devil got into'm, into whatever child is not really yielded or yielded to the Lord.--And she was born when Eve was very rebellious! Dear Mama Eve was very very rebellious because she didn't like my Mother & she didn't want to have to live with her & they fought like cat & dog about five years before they finally made up!
       3. I THINK THEY FINALLY MADE UP WHEN I BEGAN TO DECLARE MY INDEPENDENCE & GO GOD'S WAY, & then it sort of got them together, both of them against me. Ha! You know these in-laws & out-laws! Relatives are the bane of our existence! (To Heaven:) Now beautiful children like that should make the heart of any father happy! Amen? XXX! GBH! Now how do you expect us to keep our mind on our business with you out here lookin' so pretty? That's alright, Honey, that gives them a little something to look at besides ugly me! I'd trade Deb any day for a daughter like that! In fact, I have!--TG!
       4. SO ANYHOW, DEBORAH IS COOPERATING WITH ALL OF OUR ENEMIES & APPEARING ON TV & LECTURE CIRCUITS, PREACHING AGAINST US & THE FAMILY & that's now her specialty!--And getting paid for it too, of course! And that Evil Magician that she was with, Mama Eve says that he really wrote the book & Deb didn't really have too much to say about it, but he writes it as though Deb is writing it, you know, like it's her word, & twists a lot of it & says a lot of stuff Deb didn't even say! He's just Satanic, absolutely demon-possessed! That guy has been demon-possessed a long time! Since the first time I ever met him I knew the guy was haywire! He used to sit there & grin at me (Dad demonstrates) like a little devil, like a little imp laughing at me!
       5. THE ONE TIME WE EVER LIVED NEAR HIM--we lived upstairs & they lived downstairs in Emanuele's villa in Zoagli for about two months after we got back from [EDITED: "overseas"]--I think they came to see me twice, invited us to dinner about twice & never wanted to have any real fellowship of any kind with us at all! I knew there was something screwy about him & I didn't like him! Then he went ahead when I told him I didn't like that name Alexander, of all things, & named his first child Alexander after Alexander the Great!--As "great" as he was he murdered his father & a lot of other people!--I said, "My God, couldn't you find a better name than that, something out of the Bible or some Christian hero?"
       6. SO HE FOUND THAT IT ANNOYED ME, SO THE NEXT CHILD HE NAMED ALEXANDRA! CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?--IN ABSOLUTE DEFIANCE! So I knew then he was gone, & he had her wrapped around his finger! She was absolutely "Bewitched!" (No.291) She just worshipped him no matter how bad he treated her! He'd knocked her around, beat her up while in South America & mistreated her & the kids, threw'm around, grabbed'm up by the head & swung'm around & stuff like that! I mean he was Satanic, diabolical!
       7. SO HE'S WRITING THIS BOOK, SUPPOSEDLY HER BOOK IN HER NAME, & a great Fundamentalist publishing house is publishing it! Of course they're some of our worst bitter Evangelical Fundamentalist enemies who've hated us for a long time! But I feel like the old coloured boy sittin' on the steps of the church--he'd been trying to get into the church & they wouldn't let him in because he was black, you know. And the Lord came along & told him, "Sam, I've been trying to get in there for 25 years & they haven't let Me in yet!"
       8. SO I FEEL LIKE I'M IN GOOD COMPANY WHEN THEY HATE ME, BECAUSE THEY HATE THE HOLY SPIRIT TOO! They hate Pentecostals & they hate gifts of the Spirit, manifestations, tongues, healing, etc.! Oh, they're bitter against those things! Every healer & Pentecostal & people who believe in the Spirit & the gifts & manifestations, they're all of the Devil to them! Well, read the Book of Acts & then you can decide who's of the Devil--them or us! So it's quite fitting that those Scribes & Pharisees, hypocrites, should publish a fiendish work against us! (Read Mt.23 if you wanna know who they are!)
       9. AND POOR MAMA EVE, SHE'S ALL UPSET ABOUT IT! She said she went & tried to beg Deborah not to publish it & told her it wasn't right & there were a lot of lies in it, she said, that weren't true, & that they said she said this & that which she never said! I believe Mama Eve, she's pretty honest & I think she really is trying to, you know, do good & thinks she is. She says she never speaks against us. But of course I told her in my reply, I said, "Well, you know, Jesus said, 'He that is not for Me is against Me.'" And she hasn't been FOR us & she hobnobs with our enemies, so it's really sad! I feel sorry for them all because God's gonna really sock it to'm!
       10. BUT APPARENTLY THE U.S. NEEDS ONE MORE WAVE OF PUBLICITY ABOUT US, PROBABLY GETTING THEIR LAST CHANCE, YOU KNOW? As they say, there's no such thing as bad publicity, it's still publicity & they can't tell the lies without tellin' some of the truth, & they always get the Message in there somewhere. The Lord always manages to get the Truth in between all the Devil's lies. So Mama Eve's so concerned about it, she & her whole mob are planning to leave the U.S.!--They're afraid they're going to suffer persecution! I said, "Hallelujah! That's what I've been trying to tell you all the time!" Ha, ha! So I said, "You're finally wakin' up!" They said, "We fear it's going to be dangerous for us here after that book comes out!"
       11. WELL, THAT'S PROBABLY ANOTHER PURPOSE OF THE BOOK: A LOT OF THE FAMILY'S BEEN DRAGGING THEIR FEET ABOUT LEAVING THE U.S. Things are getting hot, & you know that's one way God has of making people obey Him & get out, when they should've gotten out a long time ago: Just make it hot for'm! And so it'll probably make it hot for'm. Although I don't suppose many of the Family there show their colours very much or do much openly. But they are helping to support the Family. GBM! They know that we're sincere & they know we're doing the job, so they're doing well to do their share of supporting. That's about all they can do, you know, make money & support. So they're doing that anyhow. GBY!--Thanks!
       12. BUT I'M SURE THE LORD WANTS TO SPARE AS MANY OF THEM AS HE CAN, SO HE'S TRYING AGAIN TO FLUSH'M OUT. So I'm not a bit worried about the book, for goodness sake! We really haven't had much publicity there for a long time! Ha! I almost felt a little bit neglected! Ha! They were kind of ignoring us for a long time, but now they've got this nice juicy thing, you know, supposedly by my own daughter! I mean, they don't know what a daughter is! Jesus told'm off, He said, "Who are My brethren, who are My sisters, who's My mother? They that do the Will of God!" (Mt.12:46-50)--You! PTL! GBY! ILY!--You're my Family now!
       13. SO I FEEL OF COURSE MUCH CLOSER TO YOU FOLKS SITTING RIGHT HERE THAN I EVER FELT TO ANY OF MY RELATIVES! Even my Mother didn't understand what I got into. GBH! She understands now, Lord, TYJ! You understand now, Mom! PTL! I'm so glad the Lord gave me that dream about her right after she died. She was showing me around underground, you know, in "The Drugstore." (See ML No.266) So I knew she knew then, ha!--Because she wasn't a bit shocked by all those naked people runnin' around! It looked about like this house! Ha!
       14. SO I'M NOT WORRIED ABOUT DEB'S BOOK! TTL! OBVIOUSLY THE LORD IS ALLOWING IT EVEN IF THE DEVIL DID BRING IT! It's probably going to give some of those people their last chance to either accept us or our enemies, & our friends to get out of the States! And if it didn't do any other good than that, it's flushing Mom & her gang out! I'd hate to see them go down with it! I mean they're good people, they love the Lord & they preach the Gospel even if they don't like us anymore. Well, Mom was always kind of a church Systemite, & we went just a little bit too far for her! It was pretty hard for her to accept as far as we went even sometimes at Huntington Beach! Ha!
       15. IF THEY COULD SEE OUR GIRLS NOW! I remember one hippy girl got saved & came in & was living with us there in the house & she had on one of these, what do you call it?--It was just a long dress with an elastic top around here, you know. (Fam: Sack dresses?--Halters or muumuus?) Anyhow, Mom discovered she didn't have any underclothes on & she got furious & said, "Why don't you go home & put some clothes on!" And the poor girl said, "Well, this is my home." Poor girl! But Mom actually ran her off & she never came back & it's sad! She was quite an artist too, she made me a beautiful symbol, sort of a hippy thing to hang around my neck, a heart & a cross & I think it had a Star of David too! Ha! All in one, a big thing like that. I used to wear it into those churches, & I wore my Japanese kimono & my slippers! Ha! Oh, I was a sight! You should've seen me then! I was a real hippie! Ha! We'd all raise our fists & shout "Revolution!" And I mean they'd almost drop dead they were so scared!--Then we'd say--"For Jesus!" But that still didn't make much difference. Ha! That didn't comfort'm too much! Well anyhow, PTL! How'd we get on that anyway? I'm always gettin' on to something. PTL!
       16. SO PRAY IT'LL DO THE JOB, THAT IT'LL HELP FLUSH SOME OF YOU PEOPLE OUT BEFORE THE END OF THE USA! We're gettin' more signs & indications all the time, & people writing about this or that, about things heading up toward 1986!--1986 really sounds like it! Well, it's going to be something big, whatever it is! If it's nothing but the Comet, that'll be big enough! But I think there's going to be a lot more than that!--Are you ready?--1986 may be too late!

Copyright (c) 1998 by The Family


Copyright (c) 1998 by The Family