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Angelo

Posted by Sam Ajemian on September 14, 2003 at 08:20:41

I went online, located the info but no reference of my soliciting anybody.

Can whoever has this info e-mail me as to how I can obtain it? Or mail it to me?

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P.O. Box 40242, Pasadena, CA 91114

All this pedophilia junk is going to be shown that it is just that, junk.

I don't know if it is due to some clerical error, or somebody did it on purpose.

I'll find out in time.

I am not going to loose any sleep over it as I know I don't have anything to worry about as far as these outragious charges that I solicited a little boy for sex.

Anyway, what I wanted to say is that in this matter that came up, there are two parts to it.

The one part is all the charge of pedophilia. You can't know that it is not true just because I say so of course. That will take care of itself in the weeks and months to come. As I said I am not going to get in a big hurry, I'll take care of it when I have time.

I would only ask you to give it enough time for things to take their course and for things to come to light before you become too convinced that I am a pedophile.

If this was happening to you I would had given you the benefit of the doubt.

If however you want to talk and gossip or whatever, I can't stop that.

But after I have made all these statements to the contrary you continue treating this in a light manner, or you are trying to blacken my reputation, well, that is different. I hope you understand the difference.

I think what is fair is that you respect my request to wait until the truth concerning pedophilia comes out and then you can do whatever you want with that.

Fair enough?

Now, the other thing is this incident that I don't want to talk about.

It is private. Even if there is a public record it is still private. I have shared about it in the past privatly on the need to know basis.

It is hard sometimes to figure out what belongs in the public domain and what belongs in the private domain.

I have litte doubt that this is something that should remain private.

Ex-members have a lot of skeletons, both from their time in the Family and in many cases from their time after the Family.

I have been around for years and there are many things about people that I know that I never share.

It is a big deal for me to share something of this nature and there has to be a very good reason for me to do so.

I draw the line when it comes to pedophilia and the horrible abuse of thousands of children in the Family.

I never gossip and I hate gossip.

Now if someone out of malice wants to have a little gossip party about me, or get on a big crusade to get dirt on my, save your money, because there is nothing for you to find.

I have already shared publicly and privatly all that I wanted to share and I am honest in saying I have kept nothing back, but without getting into details.

If you are that person that is out to get me, maybe you are in the Family or a friend of the Family or an ex-member but you think I am this terrible guy and I diserve it or whatever, there may come a time when I may feel that the only way I can stop you is to expose your dirlty little secrets.

Don't take confort in that I may not know now who you are yet. It is a small world.

I am not threatening anybody, it is not my style, but if there is no other way to stop your dirty mouth, I may, in self-defense expose your dirty laundry, in my attept to stop you.

If you are openly lying about me, purposely spreading false info about me, it is called slander and someday there may be a court record on your that I can pay $4.75 and get from the internet.

So let the slanderers beware.

Sam AJemian