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Re: To sam

Posted by Sam Ajemian on September 14, 2003 at 13:54:32

In Reply to: To sam posted by Jane on September 14, 2003 at 09:44:56:

This is not an answer to your post. I am chosing not to answer your post. Take that any way you like.

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But there is something else that I have been wanting to say to you, but did not have a way to do it before because of all that has transpired.

But few days before I posted the first e-mail on ex-family I had this strange feeling that came all over me.

You know I have never really been close to you and your husband, it has been more of a social thing.

So that day I felt this very strange, strong feeling towards you and Joseph as if I should had called you and try to invite myself over to have a visit with you.

Hope you don't think I am trying to invite myself over now by saying all this, but I have always wanted to let you know about this mini-experience that I had.

I don't know what it means and if I missed the boat somehow, didn't get the message, if there was a message.

Anyway, as I said, it was in my heart to share this with you both and I am using this as an oporntunity to do so.

Sam Ajemian

ps. One way of handling situations that have become very negative is to get as far away as possible from that situation or that person or that poster.

Maybe some time later in the future, some years later, things will change and improve.

But at this point the main thing as far as I am concerned is to not make that situation even worse.