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Haunting poem

Posted by SG, Broken Heart on September 17, 2003 at 21:27:49

In Reply to: well, here it is - The Tears of a Mother posted by Acheick on September 16, 2003 at 23:13:03:

Acheick, that is not only deeply affecting but also beautiful poetry. Have you written other pieces?

I was especially struck by the passage:

'the emptiness in my heart
can only be satisfied
by the honey-colored haired little girl"

I used to long similarly for my mother, or rather, for the fantasy of what she would be following a mother's script. I have now given up on that. I don't suggest you do, you are in a different role as the mother, but in my case I just had to stop mistreating myself because the person I had such a unique connection with hated everything I am today. I saw a similar attunement literally kill somebody I loved.