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Re: Hi Mekka - sleepless nights

Posted by Mekka on May 28, 2002 at 09:48:11:

In Reply to: Hi Mekka - sleepless nights posted by Acheick on May 28, 2002 at 07:48:36:

It's so weird, sometimes I'll wake up and feel like a useless person and someone who hasn't done anything with her life. Ill start to get depressed. I start thinking about how I would of changed my life back in my teens instead of getting involved with the COG. All these thoughts start pouring in and I just can't sleep. I start thinking about my daughter and Grandbaby and her up coming surgery on her hand.
I guess I just need to mellow and do the best I can. My hubby says I make mountains out of nothing.
Then I went back to sleep and started having nightmares about being murderd by some crazy guy with a black beard. I know it sound wacko.
What can I say??

Mekka