wow

To a first time observer of these boards and messages it's overwhelming to someone who has supported and stood for the Family so long Even after IRFER'S Beware I rejoinede the Family. Now I just want to be a part of the truth but my feelings and foundation of my life time are being shaken. The Family was my only hope. I always felt defeated and like I missed the mark but now I feel like living and hitting the bullseye. Even though everything feels tore down I feel a new hope and hunger for life that I haven't felt for awhile. I'm thankful for all of you and what you have shared. I pray to learn how to become your friends.
Love you
Matt