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Re: Hitler Berg, Jews (by "looking back as a survivor")

Posted by on July 06, 2002 at 15:01:06:

In Reply to: Hitler Berg, Jews (by "looking back as a survivor") posted by reposter on July 06, 2002 at 04:34:10:

I was a non christian how could someone so off track have letters that made me grow and accept Jesus and at the same time do so much damage. I've benifited from good water but all the things I've heard have shattered my last 20years . I measured the truth with forsaking all LK14:33 and because I was IRFER'S Beware I had to live my life as a missed the mark person. I didn't have church but LSD and hippy searching which led me to the Family after a prayer for help on the freeway in Oregon where I was picked up by Sam and wife an answer to prayer. I thank God for the word and the truth which liberated me but how now could I be so lost. Must be me and my disobediance to the truth? Hope I make it.
I have no parents my dad died in 1983. I never knew my mom. After 4 years in the Family Shula died in 1980. How many people are there like me who need to be a part of a family. what a bumber because I fell short. I want so much to be free and kick the gong hit the bullseye. I'm so grateful for all I've learned on this sight.
A friend Brother invited me back in to the Family but I think im stuck here I want to find a way because its life and death. Seek and ye shall find Amen? Knock and it shall be opened to you. Thank God for the word I learned its been all I've had to lean on and when youre so messed up its only the grace verses you want with mercy. Thank God for Jesus
Love you
Kerry