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Posted by on April 19, 2002 at 13:53:52:

In Reply to: Thankyou for posting this! posted by WC on April 19, 2002 at 12:57:36:

Sorry your message section cut me off.
SO he gave most of his stuff away, and said good bye on the 6th of January 2002, that night he went out with some friends and he came home and went to bed, never to wake up again.
The doctors said it was an overdose of 2 different perscription drugs and Vodca.
My mother showed up at the hospital in Texas, with the Family. It was the hardest thing to sit there and watch them self rightiously give prophesy that it was no fault of their own and how "God" wanted them not to put the "burden" on themselves, but rather that this was "God's plan for him". I just wanted to scream, how could my mother sit there and look at her son, lying there in that bed tubes all over his body trying to keep his heart beating and breath in his lungs, how could she just pass it off like that? After she had abandoned him and sacrificed him so she could stay rightious in the eyes of the Family. She never once asked for forgiveness, or had an inkling that maybe her consistant abandonment of him could have had something to do with his death. And the Family, wow them being there was like pouring salt on the wound. I just wanted to look them in the eyes, and ask them if they were happy? They finally acomplished their mission they obliterated everything that was left of Jeremy there was nothing left to fight back and try to fight them off in order to keep his sanity. We stayed in the hospital for three days with him, and they pronounced him brian dead. My mother once again being the "saint" that she is with few tears walked away and wanted to do some shopping and then get back to Guatemala. Life just went on for her, and there are 4 of my siblings left down there, I am trying my best now to be there for them when they are ready to leave, get them straight into some counseling of some kind, even if it is just grief counseling and keep them stabilized.