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Re: Thanks. Feeling of anger but gratitude for salvation

Posted by Jesse (rockon) on October 11, 2002 at 21:28:30

In Reply to: Re: As you pray what you should do posted by anon on October 11, 2002 at 16:09:50:

Thanks for your support. I hope this insn't too confusing and it may sound really strange especially after I vented such feelings of resentment but I have a love / hate relationship with David Berg. If it wasn't for Berg I may never have gotten saved. I still very much believe in salvation. I love Berg for the good he did and hate him for the evil. I'm a Libra if that means anything. The balance swings both ways. Weighing the good and the evil. I vent about the evil and sometimes I talk about the good. I wonder if others feel the same. Extreme feelings of anger over the abuse but yet at the same time a feeling of gratitude for God using them to get us saved.