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Re: age of accountibility

Posted by goth88 on January 06, 2003 at 21:29:09

In Reply to: Re: age of accountibility posted by Donny on December 31, 2002 at 18:58:40:

Yes. When I got out there were bells, whistles, missles and TNT blasts, but I thought they were of the devil!! I jumped because the ways, means and the kids were all together at the same time along with the absolute desparation to just get away. I thought I was wrong. I thought my conscience was what was bad. I was quite sure God might kill us with a plane crash, but I was too burned out and numbed out to be very afraid. It had taken a lot of time and work to lose that perception of conscience and learn to validate myself. It is an on-going process at times. How are you by the way?