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Hello again guys

Posted by Kristi on May 01, 2002 at 19:00:48:

SOrry I haven't been on line in a while, I have been going through a little crisis. My mother (dear sweet "saint" that she is--not) has come to the U.S. for a visit. As my other post stated my younger brother died recently of a drug overdose, after leaving and not being able to reconcile the abuse that happened to him along with loosing my mother's love and being austrizized from his siblings and parents. He left because he was constantly in trouble and he was an embarrasement to my mother in the family, so my mom shows up one day at my older sister's work and says she can't take it anymore she wants to be in the family but her son (my little brother) doesn't want to be there and this is too much of a disgrace for her, mind you he is only 14 at the time. Well needless to say that is when she left my brother on my sister's doorstep and my brother was abandoned then, completely shut out of my mother's life, she never called him, or my sister, she never sent a dime to make sure he was taken care of, she just left him and went off to do "God's (or her own) work" So anyways now my mom is back in town. Before she got here she called and said my other little brother was depressed and she wanted him to travel with her to the States but she couldn't pay for a plane ticket. So the rest of my family scraped together the funds to see my other brother down here safely. Now that she is down here she has refused that any one of us are allowed to see him or talk to him because "we with our bad influence killed my other brother".
I am very worried about my little brother, and I am very angry at my mom, I am entertaining thoughts of kidnapping her and making her disappear for a long time, she is just fucking crazy, she is such a bitch, she kills her own kid and then blames it on us her other children.
Sorry guys, I told you I was in a crisis. I don't mean to be so negative just needed to vent a little or a lot.