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Re: i'm convicted

Posted by jewlz on July 27, 2003 at 17:16:58

In Reply to: i'm convicted posted by exer on July 27, 2003 at 15:41:25:

god i wish my husband barry (peter riddell)thought the same as you. he didnt look after me at all. as long as he looked good to the leaders & we had good healthy stats. he made me fuck a shiek over & over when i was 5-6 months pregnant. first child & a child myself. was only 19. when i would come home from the hilton hotel where i had to do the biz - he would not touch me or come near me. but in front of everyone else in the home, he was praised for being so IN the Spirit & selfless. i remember being so confused & devastated. but knowing if i didnt do what i was told i would have to pay the consequences which had already happened & i didnt want it to happen again. As if this Muslim Sheik was asking jesus in his heart! For gods sake he has a Koran in one hand & me in the other. of course hes gonna say "i ask jesus in my heart" when hes about to come! sorry but i just had to say that.