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the evil within

Posted by lydia on December 10, 2003 at 12:58:56

In Reply to: Re: A reply to all posted by Albatross on December 10, 2003 at 12:30:45:

I have to agree. No matter what, we were accountable. It had to on some level appeal.

I still can't stand myself for not going to the authorities time that Davidito letter "little fish" came out.

I still feel sick with myself for not totally freaking out and exposing the evil. Why didn't I?

(Can you imagine if when that came out, the disciples everywhere had run to the authorities and gave them the letter and had spoken against what was happening, what a different story we would have? Instead we lied and covered up just as we did about Ffing.)

To this day I have no clear answers except to acknlowledge the evil within myself.

Although I did what the letter said to do, I still feel guilty for not speaking up for Davidito.