Orignal copy of 'my little fish'

I have a 4th gen fotocopy ofthe orignal raw 'my little fish'letter by Sara Davidito, not the censored one tht made it in the Davidito book. it shows her going down on Dito sucking him, it shows him sucking her brest & her masturbating him withhis legs spread wide open. its a copy of a copy of a fotocopy but you can see the works. does anyone have an orignal copy you can scan or do we reallywant to see this? i guess not.