sexual abuse

Was anyone else in this chat room ever sexually abused while in the Family and if so how did you get over it and move on with your life. As much as I’ve tried I can’t forget it nor can I forgive, so what’s next?? If you have any experience with this or have any helpful advice at all, I need it. I left the family 5 years ago, I’ve gotten married, educated myself, gotten a job but it still returns to haunt me