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Re: SUICIDE OR THE FAMILY?

Posted by Erika on April 23, 2004 at 01:04:21

In Reply to: SUICIDE OR THE FAMILY? posted by MOLLY MCBRIDE on April 22, 2004 at 20:34:20:

Dear Molly,
You are right when you say that being in TF is like slowly killing youself. I`ve been part of it for over 22 years and often I was so close to the edge of it. But I couldn`t. Because than my kids would have kept on living in/with TF and this I could not do at all.Is TF the future for them???
God beware!!!
Now since 6 years me and my 8 kids are out.
MEANING: living a life - deciding for yourself and for your kids - having the opportunity to choose where to live - not being a slave to someone who does not care for you and your kids and doesn`t even know you, but is interested in income - having a free mind - there are endless reasons not to be in TF but to live and enjoy life.
Being of a free will to choose to believe or not and the list goes on.
I know my kids would never join TF. Nor would I close my eyes to someone who is about to.
The Family is not woth it to waste your life them, be it dead, to which they don`t care, nor being alive. My life and my kids live is too precios and pricless to even think about death.Nor are other peoples lifes.That is why I did not commit suicide or even wanted it.
I thought about it but it is worth living without TF. Much better for your mind, body and soul!!!