In Reply to: Re: saving stuff posted by susie on February 21, 2005 at 22:20:18:
Hi Susie. Those were my notes, but I'm pretty sure that during the ceremony itself I was careful to express myself in a broken, contrite manner. By that time my doubts were pretty serious, but I was careful to conceal them. Right up to the time I left, leadership had no idea what was really going in my head.