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Re: 2973 new pubs in our archive!

Posted by Archangel on March 31, 2005 at 18:00:46

In Reply to: 2973 new pubs in our archive! posted by Webmaster on March 31, 2005 at 16:31:41:

I always wondered why ex - members still have this craving to read Family pubs? Is it that you miss your life in TF and wish you could go back, or you still hunger after the words of Berg and Zerby, and desire to be brainwashed again? Or maybe you were never un-indoctrinated and you are going through withdrawals? It surely is a mystery why anyone who left the F would want to keep reading that trashy stuff. Are you so still obsessed with the F and still under DB and MAria"s spell, that you cannot make a clean break? I could take those pubs apart piece by piece and just expose them word for word, phrase by phrase. I could just cut those words to pieces and go thrash, thrash thrash, separating what little "wheat" there maybe from the majority which is chaff, empty words, spells, curses pronounced on people, occultism, magic, witchcraft, misleadings, doublespeak, and lies. Why do you want to get besmirched again? Why do you want to return to your vomit as the scripture says? Beware. You may very well get controlled again by those words you read. This may very well show that the influence of the cult is still in you, you haven't gotten rid of the curse. You think leaving TF you can escape from all the curses that DB and Maria pronounced? It takes more than that. You have to get the cult out of you. Now you want to do a search engine of all the letters. WHat on earth for? To get re-indoctrinated? Obviously there exists an inordinate desire or craving for the words of David which you all spewed out of your mouths not too long ago. Is this a way the Family still has control over you and your thoughts? Have you really left the F in heart and soul? Do defectors from Communist countries still read Mao's little book? Do they still read the Comminist newspapers and listen to the Communist broadcasts just becasue they are homesick? Are you home sick for TF? If so why don't you try to re-join?
Then you can read all the pubs you want. You wouldnt have to bootleg them. I am just saying
it is not good for you or your mind. YOu don't know what these pubs can do to your mind. Watch out, they are powerful, confusing, inconsistent, perverted, persuasive, deceitful,
.You say you only want to get information, but how do you know it is the truth you are reading? If you beleive it is the truth then why did you leave TF? Why do you want to besmirch yourselves unless you are doing a document on TF or writing a book, but still watch out what you use. These pubs are dangerous, they will to funny things to your mind, your emotions, your spirit. They wish to entrap and capture people's minds and souls.
We left TF so why tlak about the Family, Berg, Zerby day after day, and now go back to reading their diatribes? I heard of backsliding out of TF but this is the opposite. We don;t want to backslide ourselves back into TF do we? If you are not happy with your lives now that you are out of TF, try learning some new
skill, do new things, go on a long much needed vacation to some tropical island, but don't start digging into this stuff. It's murderous. Ricky is the proof, and all the other young people whose lives are messed up. You say, oh I can take it, I am strong and have a resistance, but I tell you I almost got sucked back in when I started doing research int he pubs. It is like the slow boiling frog. You do not notice it, it creeps up on you like the creeping paralysis , you will be numb and it will work on you even in your sleep. Nevertheless, if you wish to get your needed "Word Time" and you feel you need to get "fed"
and you cant stand on your own two feet without these pubs and you cant live without the "Words of God for today" then more power to you. Don't say you were never warned