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Re: Archangel, you have been reposted

Posted by Archangel on April 01, 2005 at 08:13:26

In Reply to: Archangel, you have been reposted posted by Coordinator on March 31, 2005 at 19:25:09:

You will find that if you start doing searches on different words and phrases, you will not want to stop. You will get addicted to it. You will find things that will be shocking and you will say"ah ha! Now we got them! You will think you got the goods on TF , but let me tell you, this is just the beginning of a terrible let down and problems for you. This is why; you get addicted to looking up things and wanting to know more, the doctrine you are reading all at once compiled on one topic or word will work on you. It will be absorbed by your brain and you will be affected by it, yes, in some way. Forst you will think you know alot now, but slowly the key words and phrases will take their place in your minds. They will stick there and pop up over and over again. This will occupy your mind and confuse you so that you cannot concentrate or focus on the things you need to do. It will start to affect your relationships with others, family and friends, if you spend alot of time on this you will have to block other things out of your life. It will work on you, and occupy your time, your life and will seem like the most important thing, to expose TF. What do you need to expose? They are already exposed. What do you need to prove? That you were right in leaving TF, or your life is better now that you are out?
Don't you already know you are better off? Why do you need to prove it now unless you are not sure, or never were sure you did the right thing. If you are not certain you did the right thing by leaving TF you should go back. It is a useful tool?
For what? For driving you insane? You see, that is what almost drove me insane. I did the same thing and the things I was finding shocked me. I could not sleep at night and was getting close to having a nervous breakdown. These words were working on me. All the curses Berg put on his children, Family members, backsliders, enemies, countries and leaders etc. All the wierd things you find all at once. You won't expose anything. TF, Pand M purposely let the pubs fall into the hands of "enemies" . They believe that there is no such thing as bad publicity, and "at least the message will get out" and "all things work together for good" They WANT the pubs to get out so that former members will read them and go crazy like Ricky did. They know very well that ex members want the pubs, and that they are very valuable to ex members, so they arranged it to "fall into the hands of enemies" P&M want you to spend your time going over the pubs and wasting your time so much that it affects your life, your relationships with others, and eventually destroys your life and usefulness. It will cause things to happen. You will start having financial problems, sicknesses, accidents, all kinds of problems because of the curses pronounced in the Mo Letters. P and M want the name of the Family and the Mo letters to become a household word, and if you are spending your precious time combing through the pubs, and talking about it on the boards, you are spreading their propaganda. You are witnessing for them. Berg will be controlling you from the grave. Maria said"Let's pray against Mene when she goes on the witness stand that she throws a fit, and they throw out her whole testimony." They pray "whatever it takes" prayers and pray against people and curse them. So if you want wierd things to happen to you, go right ahead, dig deep. You go digging for the Devil and you will surely find him, and it won't be a pretty sight. He will try to drive you insane to discredit you and your testimony. This is what they want, you see. Don't fall into their trap. This is how they get people interested and gain control without you knowing it. You think you left the F and you are free, but this is a worse kind of bondage. Being bound to the words of David where you cannot even break free from it. It is like being under a spell. You can't break it and have to have more. You are not hurting TF in this way. This is the thing they use to hurt YOU. By getting their doctrines into your mind and soul. You may think you are immune now that you are out of the F, but I tell you, they still have a part in you if you desire to read these things. You will be thirsting after the piss of berg's P_ _ _ _, and hungering for the offal of his bowels. You cannot swim in a cesspool without it affecting you and making you sick. This, believe me, will make you sick. It will make you want to die.a