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Re: You were so brave

Posted by Natalie on November 11, 2005 at 07:39:33

In Reply to: You were so brave posted by Observer on November 10, 2005 at 11:16:24:

Thank you for your kind words, i actually was expecting alot of flak.Although i have only previously received two negative personal emails both from the same person,i was just wondering if other people were angry at me for telling what happened to me ,I did not under any circumstance do this for so called fame as this person has sugested,why would i want to be famous for being abused it was and has been the most embarassing time of my life post family/cog, i knew it would be like this, but i am so glad i did it i feel as though i have become even stronger, i can say no i feel i can start moving on and walk with my head high instead of looking at the ground feeling that everyone out side was better.And for people like Farmer i would like to be able to tell my whole story with complete time lines with all that i can remember,but not just yet there are legal implications that i want to have settled first.And like i said i want to make sure that i have some sort of testing in place so the doubters have no amunition to doubt,i would like to post on movingon as well as this site to get an overall consensus.Again thank you very much for the encouraging words i have received.