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just more stuff...

Posted by Jewlz on July 17, 2009 at 08:42:52

In Reply to: Re: sorry couldn't read your post posted by boomb on July 16, 2009 at 07:03:22:

well thank god i wasnt around long enough to have to be telling anyone what to do. i was hanging on by the skin of my very young teeth, being forced into doing dances of the seven veils and if i didnt perform well i was not liked or even acknowledged..needless to say, i was young, skinny, no boobs and extremely naive. so yea...you guessed it, i didnt make the finals. still had to do the horrible video to the dirty old man, but it was never about him and the "lord" whoever that was, it was more about peer pressure. and that is the honest truth. my husband would have cruxified me if i didnt make out i was "on fire". to this day, i would give anything to see the horror on my face when i had to do that pathetic lame dance (cant even call it that) at Bundeena - NSW - Australia (it was a NAF OR GAF OR DAF OR SOME OTHER STUPID NAME) dancing for some dude who was a drawn picture in a book. little did i know he was a perverted paedophile. didnt even know what the word meant. basically it was peer pressure again. thank god Judah was there. we kept running around corners smoking cigarettes. ha.
(dont smoke now)..but still i had an ally in normality. R.I.P. JUDAH. WE STILL LOVE U LOTS.