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I was like you

Posted by Acheick on December 11, 2003 at 08:23:46

In Reply to: PS posted by MG on December 11, 2003 at 07:01:51:

I figured there was something wrong with me and that I was being tested and not passing the test. What kind of God is that? Now I understand how evil that thought process is. I also thought it weird that all these sisters would write in about how they had sex with Berg in the spirit world. I thought I was very carnal because I never had those kind of imaginations. I think these people were cavorting with demons or something.

Just like once I was at a Kathryn Kulhman revival -she was a big faith healer in the 60s - this was before I met TF. She went around praying for everyone and they would get "slain in the spirit" - in other words, they would fall down unconscious and they thought that she had this special power to have the holy ghost fill them so powerfully. I looked at her very skeptical and she walked right past me after praying for my friend who also got "slain" - I felt it was bogus, but I had no proof, everyone else was so convinced. When I joined TF, I didn't think they were like that - I honestly thought they were a bunch of dedicated people that really followed the bible. If I had known half of what I found out later, I certainly never would have joined.