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Re: Thots on litnessing MLs

Posted by ">matt on August 15, 2004 at 12:47:04

In Reply to: Thots on litnessing MLs posted by Observer on August 14, 2004 at 18:24:07:

In 1975 deported from Mexico to California. We were doing canning at street lights and trying to bring in the big bucks. I remember praying whether to go to a mall or streetlight so much pressure. The people would dig in their wallets and then the light would change and everyone would be honking and you'd grab your buck and run. I felt like crying sometimes when I was having a bad day and not producing enough souls xxxxxI mean $$$bucks. Whaat would Jesus think if he was on that corner light? would he be shunned for coming back with to few bucks$$ He sent them out two by two but when they came back was their a search or mention about how much money they brought back. The most horrible day I had waS WHEN WE NEEDED SO MUCH MONEY AND i WAS so wanting to find a sheep with big bucks and it just wasn't happening. It was such a bondage to not be in the spirit and close to the Lord in the middle of so many sheep only looking for dollars.