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Re: True Story about Mind Control

Posted by Jewlz on January 25, 2007 at 03:16:51

In Reply to: Re: True Story about Mind Control posted by MG on January 25, 2007 at 02:19:11:

oh wow. that has hit the nail on the head for me too. fear was my second skin. fear was my main button & trigger. ever since i can remember I have been terrified - fortunately not now as i have had intensive counselling & therapy, which incidentally was as plain as the nose on my face to my therapists. but its all i ever knew. fear that our father would chop us up when we slept, fear that he would slice our mum open while we watched, you guys know all the rest. then at 18 - thinking i was free of torture & trauma I meet & marry my first real love. Now enter TF fear and everything that was associated with jesus, the bible & TF. and the sad part is the fear factor really came true when pete took off with steven. i had feared that so much - along with the whole backsliding bullshit (kids would be harmed, bad things will happen to you) and hey presto, they did. i feared for the safety of my son so much i agreed to stay married & living with that loser. and then he did the evil unthinkable & abducted my beautiful little son. said he was taking steven for a walk. all the way to bloody japan.