God is cruel, God hates me


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Posted by I Feel terrible on January 19, 2012 at 22:13:06

God likes to watch me suffer, feed my hopes and then dash them to bits. God let me get so close to having my dream come true I could practicaly taste it, then took it all away. God had me do my part with all my heart, had me move mountains and will miracles into happening, let me think it was going to work out, made it like I was going to get it, then yanked it all away. God made me think I was going to have an opportunity to be me at my best, but chose to leave me with nothing but the option of a dead-end job. God saw I was going to be in a position to make life better for thousands of people, do things right, but he didn't care. He just strung me along, took years out of my life, encouraging me to pursue an idea, sent confirmation and encouragement along the way that I was doing the right thing, even had miracles and signs confirm that I really was going to get what was meant to be, and when I got so close to getting it, he took it all away. I wasn't even thinking about my own benefit alone. God knew I would be able to make life better for thousands of people, but he doesn't care for the wellbeing of me or others. He doesn't care about personal fulfillment and happiness either. He doesn't answer prayer. He toys with us, has us go on wild goose chases and watches as everything falls apart.



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